Comment from Zill

It was one and a half year, since we started our activities as Moran.
When I first heard it from Velo himself, I was surprise and couldn't believe what he was saying, neither I wanted to accept nor understand it.
We discussed it over and over and again, while we were carrying on our activities, until Velo spoke his real intentions.

If only possible, he wanted to stick with those 4 members, he wanted to head for the same aims and wanted to be on the same stage, he wanted to make music together with us.
But he had an understandable reason.
I suppose there he also had some difficulities inbetween himself and the band.
That's why I couldn't help it, but accept this very positive-thinking solution.
To be honest, from the point of a music-maker, I think I can understand his feelings quite well.

And like this Velo is leaving the band and Moran will go an a break.
But at that time, I ruined my condition and couldn't think clearly anyway, I really paniced.

Deciding on this, I wanted to go on stage as the four of us, and even my condition became worse and worse, I forced myself to the summer tour. But at some point, it became hopeless...
I was having a really complicated cure.

I just came back, saying: "Here I am!"
Therefore I'm sorry that we had to shock you with this sudden anouncement....

I beg your pardon.

In those two months of my cure I had a lot of time to think, to arrange my thoughts and to understand what was going on. During the time when I fought with myself, parts of my way of thining changed a lot.

"If Velo's future is going to be better like this, even though he's a member of our band, nobody has a right to deny. So, as a friend, I should accept his decision and support him."
That's what I think.

Even if he leaves the band, this doesn't mean that I won't ever see him again. NO matter where he goes from here, he will remain a precious friend to me and this won't change for sure.

When I stood on the stage in Osaka on August 29th and in Nagoya on August, 30th with all the members of Moran, I thought: "Yeah, as the for of us it's still the best."
I managed to get it into my head, but this phrase "he leaves", still doesn't want to get in there quite well.

December, 2nd - Shibuya O-West.

I have no idea what comes after this. I haven't thought about it.

Moran is so very precious to me, all the people I met - those lovely members and HOLICS - I just don't want all this to become meaningless.
If only possible, I want to come back with Moran.
That's why it's just a break.

However, I can't promise anything.
I can't tell whether I can protect Moran or not.

A band is something put together and can't just rely on the will of one person. It's a somewhat fortune gift.

All what is left for the four of us
Hitomi
Velo
Zill
Soan
is to give our best until the very end.

Thanks to everybody who who loves the four of us, who are Moran.

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