Comment from Soan

What should I actually write? I have no idea...
I write this before the show.
I want to write and tell everything what I feel and think.
We first heard about Velo wanting to leave the band, back when the recording of Heroine started or just a little before the start of the recording.
I talked to him for a long time on the phone, we talked all together, and we even talked privately, when we did the mastering of Heroine and during the nation-wide tour.

There's one thing I felt for sure, while we were talking and proceeding with the band-related stuff.

Velo is indeed an honest person.
Yes, an honest and geniue person.

I think that there are really good points about him -
He knows what he can agree to and thinks everything through.
He wants to satisfy himself more than anyone or anything else.

He is really honest.

He doesn't want to sacrify and kill himself for making music.
He doesn't want to hate making music.

He just wants to make music that he really wants to do.

He was talking about these feelings.

Anyway,

A band is an assembly of people.I

It's nothing that works on the will of one person only, neither it works without the will of anyone.
Of course each of us should respect the opinion of the other members, but sometimes you just have to deal with things that you don't like or you have to bow your will. If not, the band will lose the balance which it needs to work properly.

Surely Velo, too met many artists since we started Moran
He saw place for the first time
He did onemans for the first time
He traveled through the whole country for the first time.

Don't you think that, if there are many "first times" like these, that the things around you start to look different?

Maybe his path changed just meanwhile, while Moran were going on.

Maybe Velo and I have contrary ways of thinking.
Concerning our fans, the growth of the band and the the like...

But we have are bound to each other through the music of Moran and our believes concerning that music.

Even if we were on contrary positions at times, we could get each other onto new ideas, that's why he's such a important friend to me.

I want to go on with this beloved person Velo is until the 2nd of December.

indefinite activity-break

I don't know what to do with myself after this. I'm really worried.

Honestly, when I'm in this scene, I often feel like being driven into a corner mentally and then my body is revolting.

I wonder if I can stand up again.

I'm really worried.

I don't want to think about it now.

I just want to carry on until the end and think about the things at hand.

For each of us our raison d'être is Moran. That is true.

Until the 2nd of December we want to devote ourselves to each and every concert.

I love Velo, who is a bit like wind and water, sometimes cool, sometimes passionate when he plays the guitar.

I love Zill, who is passionate about everything, he does as he likes driving everything around him crazy, like flames and fire, attrackting everything and everyone to him.

I love Hitomi, who has his own, unmistakable atmosphere about him, who is like light and dark, dazzling bright at times and still able to catch and bring you down to places so dark you can't see anything.

And I love the HOLICS, who are attracted by the sounds the four of us crated and who feel for and with them.

I want you you to come to see us, the four of us.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

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